Please forgive me as I will need another day off from wring an Encouragement Today post.

This pain and loss of my BJ is just horrible. As I am finishing out this day, I have found myself looking for him and hearing sounds which I thought was him, but they were not.

i am trying very hard to not loose my voice through this exhaustion and heart break. I have a tendency to stop writing as you can tell by my archives.

I am trying very hard to not do this now. I am going to try working through the pain instead of running away from it and hiding.

Thank you for your patience!

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